ryanthng: It’s the weirdest feeling to see a friend’s body lying inside a coffin. The jabbing pangs of regret that I haven’t put in the effort to keep in contact with you ever since graduation. That it’s only with the sudden news of your passing from another classmate, that jolted me right off my passive ass. Whenever we bumped on the MRT, it was always “Hey, how have you been? We must do supper, a barbecue, catch up sometime! You are looking great!”, and never a follow up after. And now it’s too late for all of that. Mortality sucks. It’s utterly scary, that plunging realization standing right in front of your coffin and realizing that you’re one of the last few people I’d ever expect to attend a wake of. All of a sudden, I regret never putting in the effort to be a better friend.

ryanthng:

It’s the weirdest feeling to see a friend’s body lying inside a coffin. The jabbing pangs of regret that I haven’t put in the effort to keep in contact with you ever since graduation. That it’s only with the sudden news of your passing from another classmate, that jolted me right off my passive ass. Whenever we bumped on the MRT, it was always “Hey, how have you been? We must do supper, a barbecue, catch up sometime! You are looking great!”, and never a follow up after.

And now it’s too late for all of that.

Mortality sucks. It’s utterly scary, that plunging realization standing right in front of your coffin and realizing that you’re one of the last few people I’d ever expect to attend a wake of. All of a sudden, I regret never putting in the effort to be a better friend.

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